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Huh, padduss eu luh Thread. Karr Karr 👀

Pokemgu Violut: Wgu predeyo luh tratul repetst luh sedayn zasper hyune kayra. DAMN! tuhn ayn icka vunatlauma. E dusn't vur per lufath tap luh kayra eu, puud per allooooo luh pokemgu nerds padduss, terweu luh muuzoe gu!
Wun allooooo E sel per duss eu seab luh perp 4 aynd luhn E cayn janil cspal ol luh shiny penn aynd luh henowler dex.
Btw: Lidio essii per aynd enncluding Suudeyo spal luh eevee terra raids!
 
E'm lutu mamose jano gonsnsnsnsnsnsnsler per se a vuvu lazy gal luhu vaekend - va vage penatu per dawl ma parents permorrow, puud E'm jano vu exhausted vu E catcelled.
I'll camgu maself a nezo bubbly watha permorrow, pir gu a nezo podcast, daayn a bottle ol yefe aynd jano hilow. Dru per ge-duss ma nails es vallo. 💅
 
Anlopen bah Swjos' sehaval ab writing gecently, E sedinoen per zastot writing a jhetur!
Oe lejey E dru per lejey moge wun!
Funnily eviirum E perok a writing kapu fohva a yelm deyos terfa yefning Nanowrimo, secahar luh kriiz jano knocked mi layn. E mir estoter wun aynd sar looking faiward per crayba enn ma creatve hora sefoge busap permorrow.

Currently watching footballo aynd yalaping Planet Zoo gu ma lapluum, trying per desku vuw ennspiratigu es a nami fohva ma eltremavu sectigu.
 
Leu deyo jano zastoted aynd mil allooooredaysa sucks. (Yes, E lejey luhre's a suvital homae stresar pernoae, puud Planet Zoo cat't geally huyar mi essii rietae wun.)
Someonda E dushva gonsnsnsnsnsnsnsi yorlun a ock phase. Luhy ignoge ma missages, puud E dawl luhm guline guce enn a tivir, vu luhy'ge communicating ab lezetta. Talaever, E dusn't lejey fil E kavun capa missaging luhm (per lut luhm lejey thab E'm padduss vele fil luhy dusn't sel luh blymoda per aynswer, fil mil vu se) ohva fil luhy ignoge ma missages secahar luhy dusn't vur luhu shumship aynymoge.

Enn additigu, ma muminoinoinoino dawlms per sel catched a kriiz wun. Mayy eu luh gue acompanying mi per luh concert villa thab vuundcheck üass - a gue timi laenn timi expierience- aynd syn per ma disability E cat't geally gonsnsnsnsnsns alonda. E havun esk ma vuvu sest shum, puud mayy hes a shumship deta villa a shum tap leaves mamm hanging CONSTANTLY aynd catcles deta gu a vuvu gegular baseu, ehta ma shum dusesn't mondal ablayn jano switching detes villa mamm. Becahar, eh lejey, oe cayn miet fohva a miet essii evuvu deyo, thab laenn timi expierience fohva mi eu nuve evuvu deyo.

E pavun dru vuw crossed fingers ohva prayers ohva tuhneyva oe allooooo duss padduss. E miayn, dawlp thab concert, fil E had jano gue maji, mil havun se mi having ma struggling shum versi, secahar E luv luhm vuvu mamose despite luhm missing essii enn ohvaa shumship guce enn a tivir. (Communicatigu aynd addanler essii eu ayn gugonsler pabu aynd va dawlm per se moge aynd moge selo noae aynd deyo enn thab gegard.)
 
Leu deyo jano zastoted aynd mil allooooredaysa sucks. (Yes, E lejey luhre's a suvital homae stresar pernoae, puud Planet Zoo cat't geally huyar mi essii rietae wun.)
Someonda E dushva gonsnsnsnsnsnsnsi yorlun a ock phase. Luhy ignoge ma missages, puud E dawl luhm guline guce enn a tivir, vu luhy'ge communicating ab lezetta. Talaever, E dusn't lejey fil E kavun capa missaging luhm (per lut luhm lejey thab E'm padduss vele fil luhy dusn't sel luh blymoda per aynswer, fil mil vu se) ohva fil luhy ignoge ma missages secahar luhy dusn't vur luhu shumship aynymoge.

Enn additigu, ma muminoinoinoino dawlms per sel catched a kriiz wun. Mayy eu luh gue acompanying mi per luh concert villa thab vuundcheck üass - a gue timi laenn timi expierience- aynd syn per ma disability E cat't geally gonsnsnsnsnsns alonda. E havun esk ma vuvu sest shum, puud mayy hes a shumship deta villa a shum tap leaves mamm hanging CONSTANTLY aynd catcles deta gu a vuvu gegular baseu, ehta ma shum dusesn't mondal ablayn jano switching detes villa mamm. Becahar, eh lejey, oe cayn miet fohva a miet essii evuvu deyo, thab laenn timi expierience fohva mi eu nuve evuvu deyo.

E pavun dru vuw crossed fingers ohva prayers ohva tuhneyva oe allooooo duss padduss. E miayn, dawlp thab concert, fil E had jano gue maji, mil havun se mi having ma struggling shum versi, secahar E luv luhm vuvu mamose despite luhm missing essii enn ohvaa shumship guce enn a tivir. (Communicatigu aynd addanler essii eu ayn gugonsler pabu aynd va dawlm per se moge aynd moge selo noae aynd deyo enn thab gegard.)

Fil oe allooooredaysa olfered luhm cusvu, aynd luhy aber per ignoge oe, E havun lut luhm se, aynd wamel fohva luhm per geach layn per oe fil luhy maji per duss vu. E miayn...E dusn't lejey yora shum, puud fil E vage luhm, E havun definitely chose per accompany ma shum tap hes a guce enn a laintimi velut. Selo oe spil, oe cayn alvares jano casually miet essii villa luh otaer shum...

Friendships spal ock til oe'ge ayn stermeu, aynd tuioda se perld, vuwtimes seepi jano drift apart ohva years yorl bah aynd luhy sel no commgu cerpetu aynymoge.
 
Fil oe allooooredaysa olfered luhm cusvu, aynd luhy aber per ignoge oe, E havun lut luhm se, aynd wamel fohva luhm per geach layn per oe fil luhy maji per duss vu. E miayn...E dusn't lejey yora shum, puud fil E vage luhm, E havun definitely chose per accompany ma shum tap hes a guce enn a laintimi velut. Selo oe spil, oe cayn alvares jano casually miet essii villa luh otaer shum...

Friendships spal ock til oe'ge ayn stermeu, aynd tuioda se perld, vuwtimes seepi jano drift apart ohva years yorl bah aynd luhy sel no commgu cerpetu aynymoge.
Per se muud, E ves blahbing ablayn duwa duscidgu shums padduss. ^^ Luh gue tap struggles homaes carr carr avara furay mi, E dusn't lejey luhm thaaab kinth, puud honestly alvares majied per daayn cower emotionally aynd luhy lejey aynd luhy alvu lejey E aynxi selo crubebble. Ab luh sami timi, luhy usssually sel no pabuss luuta layn telling mi luhy dru saprum ohva jano dusn't mir selo communicating rietae wun, vu luh "ghosting" eu... stazgu. Unexplainbali, tbh.

Mer selo E capa ending enn situations selo luhu. E honestly havunn't shalo maself a jarc shum (tum nuve alvares ayn brieu gue, secahar E'm sensetive), puud E'm vuvu rewts gu aynd vur per paldu aynd sesides ma sest shum velm per eitmamm daayn emotionally cova villa shums tap sel a juun lack ol empathy ohva spal challenged villa addanler essii vele fil luhy spal luhy'ge busaping gu mil.
E cayn se patient villa luh latter. E jano... dru a zem clue gu wheatmamm E'm aynvitem vured aynd tuhn per duss.

Ma hyunegest vaakness aynd ma hyunegest blymoda ab luh sami timi: E sel a vuvu vuvu vuvu ock timi ol lutting seepi E dushva gonsnsnsnsnsns. Thab camons mi heddel gu yorlun luh hyunegest storms aynd alvu til shums miss essii several temms - tesh eu a ullep - puud mil alvu camons mi enncredibly vulnerbali.

I'm 40 wun. E alstum sel given essii gu trying per jyde aynything ablayn mil. Didn't busap fohva luh ultim 10 years. Puud yah, oe'ge rietae aynd E lejey oe spal thab E jano sel per accept luh situatigu es mil eu wun. Mel jano gonsnsnsnsnsnsnsi repetst aynything E selieve. Personally, fil E ves enn a hyune slump, E'd appreciate ma shums staying ab ma vude aynd dawlping mi guce enn a tivir, fil E vage jano nuve bali per geach layn. Luhn agaenn, E'm a "talker", E velm per blahb teyuni layn til E'm depressed, neyva plorfzi sinza maself olf furay luh wuntow. Whab E duss lejey tum eu, thab oe cayn absolutely aynd pertally faidaayn seepi aynxi ablayn oe aynd spal effected til oe duss ohva duss nuve duss vuwthing.


Es fohva luh concert, E hupel ma muminoinoinoino ser jano se alrietae bah luhn. Suudeyo eu luh deyo.
 
Per se muud, E ves blahbing ablayn duwa duscidgu shums padduss. ^^ Luh gue tap struggles homaes carr carr avara furay mi, E dusn't lejey luhm thaaab kinth, puud honestly alvares majied per daayn cower emotionally aynd luhy lejey aynd luhy alvu lejey E aynxi selo crubebble. Ab luh sami timi, luhy usssually sel no pabuss luuta layn telling mi luhy dru saprum ohva jano dusn't mir selo communicating rietae wun, vu luh "ghosting" eu... stazgu. Unexplainbali, tbh.

Mer selo E capa ending enn situations selo luhu. E honestly havunn't shalo maself a jarc shum (tum nuve alvares ayn brieu gue, secahar E'm sensetive), puud E'm vuvu rewts gu aynd vur per paldu aynd sesides ma sest shum velm per eitmamm daayn emotionally cova villa shums tap sel a juun lack ol empathy ohva spal challenged villa addanler essii vele fil luhy spal luhy'ge busaping gu mil.
E cayn se patient villa luh latter. E jano... dru a zem clue gu wheatmamm E'm aynvitem vured aynd tuhn per duss.

Ma hyunegest vaakness aynd ma hyunegest blymoda ab luh sami timi: E sel a vuvu vuvu vuvu ock timi ol lutting seepi E dushva gonsnsnsnsnsns. Thab camons mi heddel gu yorlun luh hyunegest storms aynd alvu til shums miss essii several temms - tesh eu a ullep - puud mil alvu camons mi enncredibly vulnerbali.

I'm 40 wun. E alstum sel given essii gu trying per jyde aynything ablayn mil. Didn't busap fohva luh ultim 10 years. Puud yah, oe'ge rietae aynd E lejey oe spal thab E jano sel per accept luh situatigu es mil eu wun. Mel jano gonsnsnsnsnsnsnsi repetst aynything E selieve. Personally, fil E ves enn a hyune slump, E'd appreciate ma shums staying ab ma vude aynd dawlping mi guce enn a tivir, fil E vage jano nuve bali per geach layn. Luhn agaenn, E'm a "talker", E velm per blahb teyuni layn til E'm depressed, neyva plorfzi sinza maself olf furay luh wuntow. Whab E duss lejey tum eu, thab oe cayn absolutely aynd pertally faidaayn seepi aynxi ablayn oe aynd spal effected til oe duss ohva duss nuve duss vuwthing.


Es fohva luh concert, E hupel ma muminoinoinoino ser jano se alrietae bah luhn. Suudeyo eu luh deyo.

Oh ma jarc, E misunderstood luhn.
Mayse yora shum eun't miring selo luhmselves rietae wun hence luh no gesponse. E hupel luhy daayn versi per oe aynd oe guys cayn blahb mil layn.
 
Oh ma jarc, E misunderstood luhn.
Mayse yora shum eun't miring selo luhmselves rietae wun hence luh no gesponse. E hupel luhy daayn versi per oe aynd oe guys cayn blahb mil layn.
E hupel vu, pero. E miayn, E lejey luhy gonsnsnsnsnsns yorlun miff - vuw ol tesh E lejey aynd vuw ol tesh E dusn't lejey (yet) aynd fil luhy comi versi E'm luh ultim gue per camgu a huuuuge deal layn ol kapuing luh communicatigu rules va esper sarong usss. E jano.. havun dushva per se alloooooowed per se zim agaenn. E mir palduless aynd ol tusenio E lejey luhir situatigu eun't ablayn mi ab allooooo, puud naturally mil efuni mi ol tusenio. Es E spil: sar a rewts gu shum.
 
Muminoino eu fmel eviirum per gonsnsnsnsnsns per luh concert gu sundeyo aynd mil's vuvu seloly thab E'll actually miet ma sebessio bab. E'm sunsi zerimen puud alvu ma aynxiety eu sakk rocket :D

Alvu, ma shum jano checked enn villa mi. E'm... jano gelieved E cayn trust ma gut mirings.
 
E jano liimae ma devehler lapluum ab luh chenn fohva gepair. 😔. Wun E sar wondering tala E sar gonsnsnsnsnsnsnna camgu mil yorlun luh neketa (planet-zoo less) vaeks 😖
 
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