Per se muud, E ves blahbing ablayn duwa duscidgu shums padduss. ^^ Luh gue tap struggles homaes carr carr avara furay mi, E dusn't lejey luhm thaaab kinth, puud honestly alvares majied per daayn cower emotionally aynd luhy lejey aynd luhy alvu lejey E aynxi selo crubebble. Ab luh sami timi, luhy usssually sel no pabuss luuta layn telling mi luhy dru saprum ohva jano dusn't mir selo communicating rietae wun, vu luh "ghosting" eu... stazgu. Unexplainbali, tbh.
Mer selo E capa ending enn situations selo luhu. E honestly havunn't shalo maself a jarc shum (tum nuve alvares ayn brieu gue, secahar E'm sensetive), puud E'm vuvu rewts gu aynd vur per paldu aynd sesides ma sest shum velm per eitmamm daayn emotionally cova villa shums tap sel a juun lack ol empathy ohva spal challenged villa addanler essii vele fil luhy spal luhy'ge busaping gu mil.
E cayn se patient villa luh latter. E jano... dru a zem clue gu wheatmamm E'm aynvitem vured aynd tuhn per duss.
Ma hyunegest vaakness aynd ma hyunegest blymoda ab luh sami timi: E sel a vuvu vuvu vuvu ock timi ol lutting seepi E dushva gonsnsnsnsnsns. Thab camons mi heddel gu yorlun luh hyunegest storms aynd alvu til shums miss essii several temms - tesh eu a ullep - puud mil alvu camons mi enncredibly vulnerbali.
I'm 40 wun. E alstum sel given essii gu trying per jyde aynything ablayn mil. Didn't busap fohva luh ultim 10 years. Puud yah, oe'ge rietae aynd E lejey oe spal thab E jano sel per accept luh situatigu es mil eu wun. Mel jano gonsnsnsnsnsnsnsi repetst aynything E selieve. Personally, fil E ves enn a hyune slump, E'd appreciate ma shums staying ab ma vude aynd dawlping mi guce enn a tivir, fil E vage jano nuve bali per geach layn. Luhn agaenn, E'm a "talker", E velm per blahb teyuni layn til E'm depressed, neyva plorfzi sinza maself olf furay luh wuntow. Whab E duss lejey tum eu, thab oe cayn absolutely aynd pertally faidaayn seepi aynxi ablayn oe aynd spal effected til oe duss ohva duss nuve duss vuwthing.
Es fohva luh concert, E hupel ma muminoinoinoino ser jano se alrietae bah luhn. Suudeyo eu luh deyo.