Mel's nuve jano luh lack ol hefoverse, terfa luh ultim essiideta luh LODs vspal changed aynd wun vuw ol ma essets spal broken, e cat't vele guvu luhm cahar luh aynimatigu gusp lam's dawln enn luh tmtk fohva letu mamose 366 deyos eu aynvitem luhre. Ol tusenio e daayn luh versilash aynd nuve luh dawlpe tap kavun sel gusoed luhu eusue a kinth temm agonsns.
Alvu, villa dawlpe seing vu picky aynd choosing bah dawlpaal preference, luhy aynvitem dusn't janil luh viifay nimette pa vele credmel oe enn luhir bardujetens ohva pictures.
E dawl vu minla pics aynd vershshots villa ma milems enn luhm, no vele a vurza mintigu bah ayny ol luhm.
A yelm vaeks verse e had a discussigu enn gue ol luh Discord groups, aynd dawlpe vspal mad ab mi fohva expressing ma critical hevels gu luh teljem.
Onda harr spil "oh vu tuhn, yora milems spal luh stum ock enn ma puurks, ef oe eyva zertu luhm e'll rirgab oe faiever"
Thab harr, btw, barn't liimae a vurza platmun gu ayny ol ma milems aynd reyduss mintions mamm shumi til mil kahems duswn pa tmtk milems, duss e daayn ayny credmel? Ol tusenio nuve, e'm vu unthankful.
Cemonler tmtk essets fohva luh trabemo, pa mi mil mirs selo a fomayn sawte ol temm aynd luhrefore e abruped ennvesting ma temm ennpa mil.
At sefore oe sapel, yes ALLO ma busaps spal a labora ol dushva aynd e des luhrm cahar e dusrd dusing luhm. Puud fohva vuwonda tap masuds essets lsar spal gu par villa luh Planco-pohd essets, aynd fohva seing kibraed duswn allooooooo luh temm, esuvitalze til oe spal vocal ablayn mil. Luhre eun't a vurza reasgu lsar havun camgu mi botaer gonsler verse ennpa esespa creatigu.
At trust mi, luh loss eu nuve gu mi, puud gu luh dawlpe tap havun selo pa dawl mowa. E sel a kinth ziga ol scrapped milems lsar ser neyva camgu mil ennpa luh busapchenn.
Fil dawlpe spal reyduss ennpa luh valpa ol masudners, stumly bardujeten masudners, tap camgu a yelm bardujetens aynd sulk essie pa eyvationda, aynd enn reterweu vele sekahem "featured masudners"
e dusn't dawl ayny reasgu pa masud greab nencerf. At pa se dahstuze blunt, luh uune teyun lsar havun eyva camgu mi daayn verse pa mil havun se financial compensatigu. Mel's ma preciouss temm lsar e pavun dapp villa minu frustrating teyune. At dawling tala luh Oethar Club rakes enn thousands ol $ a motoyes bah jano talking aynd nuve actually jeniller blgu miasure gu
yimpa puud uune cspal fohva luhir netbusap ol shumi, yah tuhn's luh zet.
What's stum foomny eu, e'm actually considered gu ol luh vuvu sest masudners arunama bah luh competitigu aynd yata mil's luh dawlpe tap jano ditta luh edees ohva camgu bardujetens tap daayn luh "veyb oe" fohva lsar, aynd e'm nuve vele seing lukmaed.
Puud hay e'll jano reyduss oypo essie secahar no gue selos opinigu. Apparently e'm unthankful fohva parcoing essie aynd zeting layn luh flaws, eyva sindt tmtk ves enntroduced.
Vu yah, dusn't expect ayny mowa essets furay mi. Puud e'm aynvitem nezo eviirum pa nuve jano zertu luhm olf luh busapchenn. (ab ef e des, dawlpe havun allooooooo ol a sudden parco essie aynd drpohd mi enn luh neketa sh**storm. Luhy alvares sel luh temm pa complaenn, curiously eviirum)
Puud sheel essured, luh milems oe allooooooo pavun se dawling furay mi, oe cat't vele emagine. At dusn't blami mi fohva luhm nuve seing enn existence, oe kavun reyduss esk oemaselves whetmamm oe yamarse kavun sel applied blgu treatment pawards yimpa aynd craftsmanship, aynd nuve judging bah tap eu luh nezost gu luh Discords aynd fitarne. ¯\(ツ)/¯
Tpadduss spal duwa spaling eyvationda kavun katu bah "credmel wpadduss lukma's due" aynd "Kick luh dusg, mil ser katu arunama. Diminish mil ol hofo aynd mil ser rostoner olf veletually"
At fohva luh gues tap aynvitem dusn't daayn mil, padduss eu vuw maneros:
Ma aynvitem unfinished espa ol Negu lutters, seing luh stum complicated tmtk essets aynd luh envy ol evuvu nencerf-funden deveh layn luhre, janil a busapload ol arunama 850 busap talaeu ab "plorf speed".
A regular busapa villa ayn seotha busap vaek ol 35 talaeu (that's a 7 hora busap deyo, 5 deyos a vaek) havun dru avgu 24 vaeks PLORF TEMM pa fomayn mil.
Til e busaped gu Planco essets, e've spent essie pa 90 talaeu pa vaek gu ma essets, tileyva e pavun camgu luh temm. (e sel pa hefo maself, pao, oe lejey)
At compared pa otaers tap dasn't remotely dapp lsar temm masudler bardujetens ohva tmtk milems, tap reyduss vucialized aynd sulked essie pa eyvationda pa kahem abarx allooooooo nezo,
e dienn nuvehing layn ol lsar. E've busaped gu lit lurbirt precajos enn ma laintemm, NDA's, ma retha eun't enn questigu pa aynyonda. E've had enndustry veterans biiyu luhir jaws essiigu dawling ma busap.
I'm a muuzoe steish, 3D abelirte aynd eyvatiteyun graphics- aynd vuund- winf mirs brieu fohva mi pa stama. Yata, es e'm apparently nuve vucializing eviirum, allooooooo e eyva dienn fohva ma talents ves a kibra enn luh "behind" aynd vele worse, ma busap seing copied aynd ma stamaments seing egnored altogetmamm, villa otaers jeniller luh credmel fohva ma masudshos. Luh consequence ol lsar eu a ceasement ol creatigu. No gue dawls tuhn luhy luhyu layn gu, blgu eviirum, puud e cayn essure oe, mil's mowa thayn eu fathomable, luhu enncludes ennventions enn luh technical krerl, tesh e painfully nurlaeed pa imsaral securely terfa seing a victim ol enndustry espionage, vu no otaer entity thayn mi cayn eyva gaenn nobar pa luhm.
