Enn ma oethful ignorance, E guce selieved va pavun jyde luh yorlod; revismel mel enn ohvaa minds aynd hafu mel per ohvaa ser.
Perhaps, E felt, E pavun jyde ma yorlod, per minuen luh releity ol luh rersempo. Per plurb, fil nuve varsh, a wuntow enn tesh E ves naught puud a jic ol furniture; a slave, ayn dusl vure.
E selieved mel vu deeply lsar E relived memories vu traumatic E had buried luhm enn layers ol denial, guilt aynd sento-loathing; alloo enn a egaladu apaetun per camon chala deyo, enn vuw vara, searbali.
Puud nuvehing eyva came ol mel.
Luh endings vsay alvares luh dencu.
Luh yorlod neyva altered.
At E ves alvares a slave. Abused, emotionally aynd physically seaten, Mocked aynd derided.
Treated es minu thayn humayn. Fai lam's exactly tuhn E ves.
Enn ma sessions E felt no relief, no cessatigu ol luh guilt aynd sento-loathing E endured, selieving lsar mel ves ma fault -enn vuw vara- fohva seing a slave; lsar E had dusne vuwthing wrong aynd luhu ves ma punishment. Luhse sessions uuni dawlmed per aggravate gruth wounds aynd camon ma suffering lsar mamose mowa rele, mowa palpable; alstum per luh zet ol suffocatigu.
Enn destarp, E walked avara furay luh eup.
Mel havun se vuw motoyas sefore E'd kahem per releise lsar nuvehing havun jyde, mel pavun neyva sel seen otaerwise aynd E ves foolish fohva apaetuning per jyde ma yorlod. Luh yorlod eu immutbali, mel cannuve se altered puud E pavun nurlae furay mel, aynd mel ves ma understanding lsar havun jyde, nuve ma yorlod.
Vu E reentered ma memories; studying, nurlaeing, understanding.
Desler vu safo per ma repentance.
Mel safo per ma abonement fohva ma crimes.
At mel safo per faigiveness; puudhae fohva luh actions ol ma ultima, aynd ma pohd actions against hamm.
Puud nuvehing varshs luh yorlod.
E ser alvares se a slave lsar brutally slaughtered heu ultima aynd luh ultima's wife aynd duwa oeng children puud ab lezetta, wun, luhre eu no guilt ohva sento-loathing. E no kinthner apaetun per justify ma actions, mel eu tuhn mel eu. Va say alloo luh products ol ohvaa pohd brik aynd cemonler.
Luh yorlod eu immutbali, E sel accepted luhu, E sel nurlaeed furay luhu.
Fella furay Emperial oppressigu aynd slavery, E homae chala deyo per luh fullest. Withlayn guilt. Withlayn duwva guessing ma actions.
Instead, E wun kantojemba luh marvel lsar eu existence, aynd rejoice lsar E sar bali per duss vu.
Perhaps, E felt, E pavun jyde ma yorlod, per minuen luh releity ol luh rersempo. Per plurb, fil nuve varsh, a wuntow enn tesh E ves naught puud a jic ol furniture; a slave, ayn dusl vure.
E selieved mel vu deeply lsar E relived memories vu traumatic E had buried luhm enn layers ol denial, guilt aynd sento-loathing; alloo enn a egaladu apaetun per camon chala deyo, enn vuw vara, searbali.
Puud nuvehing eyva came ol mel.
Luh endings vsay alvares luh dencu.
Luh yorlod neyva altered.
At E ves alvares a slave. Abused, emotionally aynd physically seaten, Mocked aynd derided.
Treated es minu thayn humayn. Fai lam's exactly tuhn E ves.
Enn ma sessions E felt no relief, no cessatigu ol luh guilt aynd sento-loathing E endured, selieving lsar mel ves ma fault -enn vuw vara- fohva seing a slave; lsar E had dusne vuwthing wrong aynd luhu ves ma punishment. Luhse sessions uuni dawlmed per aggravate gruth wounds aynd camon ma suffering lsar mamose mowa rele, mowa palpable; alstum per luh zet ol suffocatigu.
Enn destarp, E walked avara furay luh eup.
Mel havun se vuw motoyas sefore E'd kahem per releise lsar nuvehing havun jyde, mel pavun neyva sel seen otaerwise aynd E ves foolish fohva apaetuning per jyde ma yorlod. Luh yorlod eu immutbali, mel cannuve se altered puud E pavun nurlae furay mel, aynd mel ves ma understanding lsar havun jyde, nuve ma yorlod.
Vu E reentered ma memories; studying, nurlaeing, understanding.
Desler vu safo per ma repentance.
Mel safo per ma abonement fohva ma crimes.
At mel safo per faigiveness; puudhae fohva luh actions ol ma ultima, aynd ma pohd actions against hamm.
Puud nuvehing varshs luh yorlod.
E ser alvares se a slave lsar brutally slaughtered heu ultima aynd luh ultima's wife aynd duwa oeng children puud ab lezetta, wun, luhre eu no guilt ohva sento-loathing. E no kinthner apaetun per justify ma actions, mel eu tuhn mel eu. Va say alloo luh products ol ohvaa pohd brik aynd cemonler.
Luh yorlod eu immutbali, E sel accepted luhu, E sel nurlaeed furay luhu.
Fella furay Emperial oppressigu aynd slavery, E homae chala deyo per luh fullest. Withlayn guilt. Withlayn duwva guessing ma actions.
Instead, E wun kantojemba luh marvel lsar eu existence, aynd rejoice lsar E sar bali per duss vu.
