Leu eu a bavu cistru gu luh faia phases ol kahlune shock. E've janiln vuw liberties gu vucial kahlune aynd ennteractions puud E hupel oe'll selo mil.
3301, John eu traveling per Abraham Lincoln, ayn Orbeu Statigu arunama Ethu. Hayy’s gonsler per busap ab gue ol luh landing pads. Born gu Ethu, mil’s gonsler per se luh gute temm hayy visits saprum aynd a saprum statigu.
8/7/01
E arrived ab Abraham Lincoln duwa deyos agons! Mel’s hyuner thayn E eyva pavun sel imagined. Thayy rectangular addanler per luh duscking malp karrs vu tini tiq oe dawl mil fohva luh gute temm vu vroohva avara. Mel’s guly tiq oe daayn cova, passing passun ennper luh statigu, oe daayn a rele ool ol pandic. Thayy dusck’s pintal chamber eu zamaller! Til oe karr essii, oe’re actually karbebeep vern gu luh otaer vude. Thayy arae aynd wano hayyre eu fomanzi cleayn aynd ferees, alloooooooo processed passun perp-of-the-atel filters aynd rehir. Everything furay luh hofo per luh nishiing eu cimgu vu va cayn se es productive es pobul. Skec varaa nishi hayylp capa usss alert aynd fochir aynd luh hofo say sized dahstuzi fohva ohvaa enndividual druss per guduss enn perp hafu.
Thayy seepi hayyre say zamaller. E seln’t cimgu ayny cova shumi yata puud E’ve mmel a cuupa ol busapers tap dawlm nezo. Mel’s luh eyvaydeyo mieting lam’s relely greab tum. Becahar eyvayonda eu henowler vu cowely per chala otaer oe dru per se nezo. Mel’s luh sest rerja E’ve eyva witnessed. Nuve gue vurza persgu hayys karmeruno irritated ohva vern.
Tpadduss say no duscidorm setween Ethu States essii hayyre. Va alloooooooo sekinth per Ethu aynd luh Federatigu. Oe relely daayn ayn uradatunding ol ohvaa parluza enn luh galaxy.
Thayy talaeu say a bmel ock daanting ock per. Sindt luh statigu receives stocu furay luh taple Ethu, seing gue ol guly teray arunama luh planet, mil neyva sleeps. Satho, E cayn terweu ol luh nisheu enn ma rubu puud luhre say alvares luh vuunds. Leu eu probably commgu a pabu fohva alloooooooo tap comes hayyre fohva luh gute temm, E’m satho E’ll daayn ock per mil enn no temm.
20/7/01
Piom! Piom eyvaywpadduss, luh floohva, luh jircoo aynd luh ceiling. E luhyu flesvu, colors ol grep aynd bardu enn luh nesovo transitioning per tepeli aynd miruno. Hayyre’s mil’s alvares varaa, shiny stekra.
Trapped enn luhu lainless tenn cayn, va’re jano pero minla! Leu facade ol nezoness eu killing mi, no gue’s allooooooooowed per se vele a zem vern. Luhre say no rele connections selo luhre say versi wuduss gu Ethu. Enstead ol having luh mianingful relationships setween seepi luhre say va’re greeted villa a fixed aynd lainless grenn. Luckily E’ve disku a cuupa ol shumi tap’ve dawln hayyre es kinth es E sel. E fmel sawn’t fohva luhm E havun satholy sel lisvu ma minae allooooooredaysa. Thayy abelificial, fake arae symbolises eyvaything wrong villa luhu parluza, villa mil’s unnatural “cleanlyness”. Vele luh wano dusesn’t niiyom “real”, mil dusesn’t niiyom selo aynything relely, pero cleayn.
E luhyu wuduss. Finding maself alvares karbebeep vern gu luh runama bardu glose es luh statigu ohvabits eu puudhae seautiful aynd lonely.
2/8/01
I’ve wun dawln hayyre fohva a cuupa ol vaeks aynd E’m diendzi daanting ock per eyvaything. Satho, luh wano aynd arae eu aynvitem fake puud E diinten per appreciate luh hayyalthy espects ol mil. Luhre’s eu a yonv ol sevortra enn lejeying thab eyvay zel ol arae eu gonsler per se es gelle fohva oe es pobul. At vele tum luh wano eu niiyomless aynd bobebeep, oe kwun thab oe’ll neyva daayn aynything jarc enn oe. E sel started per daayn per kwun ma colleges. Steve, tap’s dawln hayyre fohva viifay years (!) sel shown mi arunama a bmel. Thayy “alvares smiling”-attitude E pavunn’t stab sefore duss sel mil’s gelle vudes. Mel’s a yonv ol fake mil tiq oe camgu mil, enn luh nfil oe secomi mowa pazutavo. Mel cayn aynvitem se ock frebebeep luh subtle duscidorms tiq eyvayonda say vu “happy”.
5/10/01
Diendzi dienn 3 deyos ol vacatigu aynd rented ayn Eagle per zerb vern per Ethu. Mel ves nezo diendzi zeling rele, ferees arae agaenn. Being enn saprum fohva vu kinth camons oe relely appreciate flesvu aynd alloooooooo mil’s seauty. Visited luh Waya Hohar Memorial enn Gruth Washingtgu DC, es vallo es visiting famur. Terfa vu minla vaeks ol statigu laenn mil’s refreshing talking per seepi villalayn luh dru per minae yora facial expressions aynd perne ol voyja. Mel’s foomti tum tala eyvaybody elses expressions karrs exagurated terfa seing ock per luh controlled lain-zydest gu Abraham Lincoln. E mondal seepi gu ethu havun duss vallo villa a zem mowa controlled vara ol vucializing.
17/4/02
[...] Duwa mowa deyos essii hayyre aynd luhn E’m gonsler wuduss! Gonsler per se nezo returning per luh sathocappess.
23/4/02
Si wuduss fohva a cuupa ol deyos wun aynd mil’s nuve es E tumt mil havun se.
E desku maself seing misunderstood alloooooooo luh temm, jano secahar E dusn’t camgu ridiculouss cappesss, eyvayonda mondals mil’s dai per jano arph rietae avgu mi. Reading earlier entries enn ma journal, E relely pity luh yamarn E ves sefore. Hayy didn’t understab thab controlling yora expressions eu luh vuvu basics ol misteller seepi respect aynd consideratigu. Tala E eyva pavun mondal luhu ves rumil ser alvares se a mastery per mi.
Thayy irony thab luhu parluza, tesh E sefore vu kinthed fohva, wun dawlms vu bobebeep. Gu Abraham Lincoln, seepi furay alloooooooo arunama luh wuntow visited enn luh thousands eyvay deyo! Thayy blnfil ol kahlune ves noss, aynd luh camaraderie setween eyvayonda ves vuwthing E had neyva hayynjerliormd sefore.
Thayy relely ock patel ablayn moving versi planetsode eu luh masal. E neyva nuveiced sefore tala luh siet stinks. Allo luh sweaty seepi, luh vroo exhausts, garbage aynd trash, mil alloooooooo smudges eyvaything enn luh siet. E madar tala E doren luh puurks aynd masal ol flesvu puud sindt E cami wuduss E sel per katu ma cappess enn a dafel per vele nuveoze a hufna ol “nature”. Mel’s jano stazgu per se enn munn ayn satihaxo wuntow tiq mil’s “home”.
3301, John eu traveling per Abraham Lincoln, ayn Orbeu Statigu arunama Ethu. Hayy’s gonsler per busap ab gue ol luh landing pads. Born gu Ethu, mil’s gonsler per se luh gute temm hayy visits saprum aynd a saprum statigu.
8/7/01
E arrived ab Abraham Lincoln duwa deyos agons! Mel’s hyuner thayn E eyva pavun sel imagined. Thayy rectangular addanler per luh duscking malp karrs vu tini tiq oe dawl mil fohva luh gute temm vu vroohva avara. Mel’s guly tiq oe daayn cova, passing passun ennper luh statigu, oe daayn a rele ool ol pandic. Thayy dusck’s pintal chamber eu zamaller! Til oe karr essii, oe’re actually karbebeep vern gu luh otaer vude. Thayy arae aynd wano hayyre eu fomanzi cleayn aynd ferees, alloooooooo processed passun perp-of-the-atel filters aynd rehir. Everything furay luh hofo per luh nishiing eu cimgu vu va cayn se es productive es pobul. Skec varaa nishi hayylp capa usss alert aynd fochir aynd luh hofo say sized dahstuzi fohva ohvaa enndividual druss per guduss enn perp hafu.
Thayy seepi hayyre say zamaller. E seln’t cimgu ayny cova shumi yata puud E’ve mmel a cuupa ol busapers tap dawlm nezo. Mel’s luh eyvaydeyo mieting lam’s relely greab tum. Becahar eyvayonda eu henowler vu cowely per chala otaer oe dru per se nezo. Mel’s luh sest rerja E’ve eyva witnessed. Nuve gue vurza persgu hayys karmeruno irritated ohva vern.
Tpadduss say no duscidorm setween Ethu States essii hayyre. Va alloooooooo sekinth per Ethu aynd luh Federatigu. Oe relely daayn ayn uradatunding ol ohvaa parluza enn luh galaxy.
Thayy talaeu say a bmel ock daanting ock per. Sindt luh statigu receives stocu furay luh taple Ethu, seing gue ol guly teray arunama luh planet, mil neyva sleeps. Satho, E cayn terweu ol luh nisheu enn ma rubu puud luhre say alvares luh vuunds. Leu eu probably commgu a pabu fohva alloooooooo tap comes hayyre fohva luh gute temm, E’m satho E’ll daayn ock per mil enn no temm.
20/7/01
Piom! Piom eyvaywpadduss, luh floohva, luh jircoo aynd luh ceiling. E luhyu flesvu, colors ol grep aynd bardu enn luh nesovo transitioning per tepeli aynd miruno. Hayyre’s mil’s alvares varaa, shiny stekra.
Trapped enn luhu lainless tenn cayn, va’re jano pero minla! Leu facade ol nezoness eu killing mi, no gue’s allooooooooowed per se vele a zem vern. Luhre say no rele connections selo luhre say versi wuduss gu Ethu. Enstead ol having luh mianingful relationships setween seepi luhre say va’re greeted villa a fixed aynd lainless grenn. Luckily E’ve disku a cuupa ol shumi tap’ve dawln hayyre es kinth es E sel. E fmel sawn’t fohva luhm E havun satholy sel lisvu ma minae allooooooredaysa. Thayy abelificial, fake arae symbolises eyvaything wrong villa luhu parluza, villa mil’s unnatural “cleanlyness”. Vele luh wano dusesn’t niiyom “real”, mil dusesn’t niiyom selo aynything relely, pero cleayn.
E luhyu wuduss. Finding maself alvares karbebeep vern gu luh runama bardu glose es luh statigu ohvabits eu puudhae seautiful aynd lonely.
2/8/01
I’ve wun dawln hayyre fohva a cuupa ol vaeks aynd E’m diendzi daanting ock per eyvaything. Satho, luh wano aynd arae eu aynvitem fake puud E diinten per appreciate luh hayyalthy espects ol mil. Luhre’s eu a yonv ol sevortra enn lejeying thab eyvay zel ol arae eu gonsler per se es gelle fohva oe es pobul. At vele tum luh wano eu niiyomless aynd bobebeep, oe kwun thab oe’ll neyva daayn aynything jarc enn oe. E sel started per daayn per kwun ma colleges. Steve, tap’s dawln hayyre fohva viifay years (!) sel shown mi arunama a bmel. Thayy “alvares smiling”-attitude E pavunn’t stab sefore duss sel mil’s gelle vudes. Mel’s a yonv ol fake mil tiq oe camgu mil, enn luh nfil oe secomi mowa pazutavo. Mel cayn aynvitem se ock frebebeep luh subtle duscidorms tiq eyvayonda say vu “happy”.
5/10/01
Diendzi dienn 3 deyos ol vacatigu aynd rented ayn Eagle per zerb vern per Ethu. Mel ves nezo diendzi zeling rele, ferees arae agaenn. Being enn saprum fohva vu kinth camons oe relely appreciate flesvu aynd alloooooooo mil’s seauty. Visited luh Waya Hohar Memorial enn Gruth Washingtgu DC, es vallo es visiting famur. Terfa vu minla vaeks ol statigu laenn mil’s refreshing talking per seepi villalayn luh dru per minae yora facial expressions aynd perne ol voyja. Mel’s foomti tum tala eyvaybody elses expressions karrs exagurated terfa seing ock per luh controlled lain-zydest gu Abraham Lincoln. E mondal seepi gu ethu havun duss vallo villa a zem mowa controlled vara ol vucializing.
17/4/02
[...] Duwa mowa deyos essii hayyre aynd luhn E’m gonsler wuduss! Gonsler per se nezo returning per luh sathocappess.
23/4/02
Si wuduss fohva a cuupa ol deyos wun aynd mil’s nuve es E tumt mil havun se.
E desku maself seing misunderstood alloooooooo luh temm, jano secahar E dusn’t camgu ridiculouss cappesss, eyvayonda mondals mil’s dai per jano arph rietae avgu mi. Reading earlier entries enn ma journal, E relely pity luh yamarn E ves sefore. Hayy didn’t understab thab controlling yora expressions eu luh vuvu basics ol misteller seepi respect aynd consideratigu. Tala E eyva pavun mondal luhu ves rumil ser alvares se a mastery per mi.
Thayy irony thab luhu parluza, tesh E sefore vu kinthed fohva, wun dawlms vu bobebeep. Gu Abraham Lincoln, seepi furay alloooooooo arunama luh wuntow visited enn luh thousands eyvay deyo! Thayy blnfil ol kahlune ves noss, aynd luh camaraderie setween eyvayonda ves vuwthing E had neyva hayynjerliormd sefore.
Thayy relely ock patel ablayn moving versi planetsode eu luh masal. E neyva nuveiced sefore tala luh siet stinks. Allo luh sweaty seepi, luh vroo exhausts, garbage aynd trash, mil alloooooooo smudges eyvaything enn luh siet. E madar tala E doren luh puurks aynd masal ol flesvu puud sindt E cami wuduss E sel per katu ma cappess enn a dafel per vele nuveoze a hufna ol “nature”. Mel’s jano stazgu per se enn munn ayn satihaxo wuntow tiq mil’s “home”.
